To often do I allow my voices to suffocate my soul in darkness... This is my attempt to regain control, to regain self... For they destroy me with my own hand. I can change... I want to change... No longer will I be the prisoner, but the survivor who takes each moment and lives. For life is given to each of us to do with what we choose. So long have I listened to the whispers within my mind, so long have I submited to their words... They seek my death, but I seek life. The choice is mine, I only have to make it. Today I will eanjoy, for today is all that truly matters. Yesterday has past and tommorow may or may not be. It is today